Tell me something hold me back I’m on the road to a relapse They all say I need rehab, but I’m stubborn Malaika why you so damn mad But I have every right to that I faced all my fears just to meet ya’ll here. To learn something What do you prescribe For pain Now that she’s gone What do you recommend To laugh? and to stay strong? To move on Feels like I’m drowning In a bottle full of happy pills and she is on the other side laughing at me And how hard I bleed This is the last thing I need Therapy don’t work too much we talk about it I cry and then we talk and then I talk about it Therapy don’t work too much we talk about it I cry and then we talk and then I talk about it Eyes can you check my eyes cause I was blind to the shit Can you check my pulse- it skipped a beat from the stress Can you check my legs, they may be broken When you left me they aint move I was so stunned Skin can check my skin cause I have bruises Can you check my hands cause I’ve been shaking Heart can you check my heart Think that it’s still pumping I’m alive and that means something but its numb What do you prescribe For pain Now that she’s gone What do you recommend To laugh? and to stay strong? To move on Feels like I’m drowning In a bottle full of happy pills and she is on the other side laughing at me And how hard I bleed This is the last thing I need Therapy don’t work too much we talk about it I cry and then we talk and then I talk about it Therapy don’t work too much we talk about it I cry and then we talk and then I talk about it Cry and talk yeah, cry and cry and talk yeah Cry and talk yeah, cry and cry and talk yeah Cry and talk yeah, cry and cry and talk yeah

Salt it hurts my eyes that’s why I cry when I cry The little things hurt the most like when they ask me why Why you left Why you gone, got a new girl your steady loving strong Ima love you till the day she don’t And I hate you cause you leave And you never try to talk to me I miss the way you used to be Just you and me Gone now now Gone now now Gone now now Gone now Gone now now. Oh Now you told me to be patient Told me to be kind I tried to repay you But your love was so defined Now im breaking at the bridges Between the end of the lines If I couldn’t see this coming does it make me blind. And I always argue with myself Cause we don’t want nobody else Which doesn’t make my sense that your my headache Which doesn’t make my sense cause your my heartbreak But your Gone now now Gone now now Gone now now Gone now Gone now now. Oh Bridge: Gone a gone away (x15) I always argue with myself Cause we don’t want nobody else And I miss you being my headache And I want you to be my heartbreak Gone now.

Feel so lost bout where I am Some days think I need a friend Want a lover no pretend But some things seem impossible for me right now, impossible Me and lonely get along Me and time we really don’t Give me (give me) something (something) I know Give me (give me) Something (something) I can control When the vultures hawk out my name (hawk my name) And the streets start to smell my pain (smell my pain) Been in this city, too long I don’t belong here Been in this city too long, tryna stay strong here I lost my mind with a Pretty lil smile And some black lipstick they don’t mess with me - WILD I lost my mind With a pretty lil face Still a boss ass bitch With A skimp lil waist i Know I’m not the only one dreamer here I can’t be the only one? So The sky has never been the only limit (Dreamin) Call me call me crazy I’m so off I believe in galaxies Killeen has never been my only limit. (Dreamin) Call me crazy Im so gone. I believe in galaxies I’m off I’m so gone ay I’m off so gone so gone so gone

Well I heard you moved on And your doing real good With that girl by your side, hell am I gone do. Heard you found love, that real real stuff It aint with me, so what am I gone do? I heard you gave yourself for free (For free) All I needed she received. I built you to gain nothing What am I supposed to say Exept yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi yippy-yi yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi yippy-yi yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay (Yippy-yi, yippy-yi) Yippy-yi-yay (Yippy-yi, yippy-yi) In the moments that I live you’re the only one I think about Only one I dream about, Baby is this normal? Thou I’m absent from your body am I present in your mind still? Was until you gave yourself for free (for free) All I needed she received I built you to gain nothing What am I supposed to say? Well I heard you moved on And your doing real good With that girl by your side, hell am I gone do? Heard you found love, that real real stuff It aint with me, so what am I gone do? I heard you gave yourself for free (For free) And all I needed she received. I built you to gain nothing What am I supposed to say? Exept yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi yippy-yi yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi yippy-yi yippy-yi-yay Yippy-yi-yay (Yippy-yi, yippy-yi) Yippy-yi-yay (Yippy-yi, yippy-yi) And if I told you would it matter? Couldn’t change a thing if you loved me back. Yes I’m happy. Said that I’m happy for you Know I’m happy I said that I’m happy Well I heard you moved on And your doing real good With that girl by your side, hell am I gone do? Heard you found love, that real real stuff It aint with me, so what am I gone do? I heard you gave yourself for free (For free) And all l I needed she received. I built you to gain nothing What am I supposed to - oooo yeah Woah. To- oooo yeah Woah. Yippy-yi-yay.

I’ve seen fire conquer water, there’s an acid in my blood. Couldn’t see the moving target Can’t believe it’s you it’s us Darling, you make me happy Yes Yes And we fell so madly Madly in love Don’t need money cause it’s poison While we were broke we were so rich I hate that we had to struggle That it tore our relationship But you once made me happy Yes Yes Then we fell so madly madly madly Madly in love Now I hate love I hate love I hate love I hate it That feeling that your broken and you can’t fix it. On this road and I know where it leads to Hate was born from love And all them lies that you gun tell Trigger trigger once ima give you hell Seems the older I get I get stupid I hate love I Hate love And all we gun become We used to think as one Now we don’t even speak And you stay mad at me You promised to miss me if we split I love you but you know things happen Guess who remembered when you didn’t You lie to kill my pain The truth it kills my days I hate love yeah

Ya ya, ya ya Ya ya, ya ya Eh. I don't wanna be alive I'm done with the sorrow I'm hollow inside low key I'm looking for a God right now wouldn't no one want this as their child Slits on my wrist and I'm broken These pills got me spinning of focus I was the life of the party I was the life of the party I came here alone, and I cried my Mental it wants to die - my body's sick of this fight My body it wants to die- my mental sick of this fight I'm so ashamed of what I've been thru don’t you get close and make me tell you I've had to live a whole life this whole facade is my pride I've had to live a whole lie You knew the real me And I'm the end You used the shit against me tell me yeah You knew the real me And in the end You used the shit against me I don't wanna die because you left me bitch you knew I was mental and you test me round of applause where's my support when ya mad told me to slit my other wrist when I'm sad and I'm all fucked up cuz I believed in you fell victim to the words and the shit you do I can see the bullshit like a visual I hurt time hurt like a ritual Girl you Shit on my love I pity the fool You can love that girl you embarrassing My best fucking friend and you turned into my enemy Not even friends you can go on be my enemy I had a bitch who lied to me she says that she knew loyalty You lied to me said that you knew loyalty. You knew the real me And in the end you used the shit against me tell me yeah You knew the real me And in the end you used the shit against me – I don’t wanna die Remember that love I gave you? Well put that shit back in the bag. I was seeing everything but fucking red flags You was my whole everything but damn forget that Deaf ears and two-sided lies, Ma said that I’m gone be fine You might have killed me – love might have killed me But I still pray for your soul every night - soul every night You knew the real me And in the end, you used the shit against me tell me yeah You knew the real me And in the end, you used the shit against me - I don’t wanna die Got me out of my mind yeah Sick of wasting my time yeah Got me out of my mind yeah Sick of wasting my time yeah Got me out of my mind yeah Sick of wasting my time yeah

I know I know I know I know I know You a mean one I know I know I know I know I know You can’t keep em I know I know I know I know I know You a mean one I know I know I know I know I know You can’t keep em For this love began to burn And you did not feel the same Need a pastor in my corner Or some water for my veins Love began to burn Did not feel the same Or some water for my veins Swear I love you Swear I love you Swear I love you Nakupenda Nakupenda sana sitaki kwenda Swear I love you Swear I love you Swear I love you Nakupenda Nakupenda sana sitaki kwenda Oh love Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Let me fall I have a heart that costs Paying for it every day my sanity’s what’s lost yeah Memories. They don’t mean a thing to me Sending me your gallery using all your energy What’s the point of caring now ? What’s the point of sharing now? You was a whole mystery that I don’t care to figure out You aint never lie to me You aint never hide from me Secrets that you keeping baby I aint crazy blind can see Im done. Done Man you lie when you do not tell it all (lie when you do not tell it all) Man you lie when you do not tell it all Swear I love you Swear I love you Swear I love you Nakupenda Nakupenda sana sitaki kwenda Man I love you Man I love you Man I love you Nakupenda Nakupenda sana sitaki kwenda Oh love. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh oh oh oh. Lie when you do not tell it Lie when you do not tell it I know I know I know I know I know I can’t keep you I know I know I know I know I know I can’t leave you I know I know I know I know I know I can’t keep you But I know I know I know I know I know I can’t leave you alone Act like you care about me We all know you be acting We could have really made it Baby this mess is tragic Never lost my way in life until I met you And if you really cared I wouldn’t have to play fool I know I know I know I know I know You a fraud Hellbent and crazy because I gave it all I know I know I know I know I know You a fraud Hellbent and crazy because I gave it all oh. La da de dah Man you lie when you do not tell it all Man you lie when you do not tell it all

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah. Here comes the pain, comes the pain ill be just fine. You’re my daily broken heart, broken heart and a clear mind. You want my secrets and my fears but you’ll never see my tears, cause my pride won’t let me down you won’t see me frown when I’m with you. I’m just with you. Here comes the pain comes the pain I’ll be just fine. You must love my hurt; these games must build your pride. You want my body next to yours, raw and insecure and I’ll never understand you take what you can When I’m with you, I’m just with you. Cuz you’ve got this hold on me you daily dose of me- I spend my days in you. I pay the cost my mind is lost don’t matter what you do A play for your hearts a reach for the stars, can’t take that fall can’t stand to lose but when I’m with you- I’m just with you. Cause you make me feel. Feel. Feel. feel. You make me feel. Feel. Feel. You make me feel – ay You make me feel, feel, feel. Feel. Here comes the pain comes the pain I’ll be just fine You took my heart and left me behind I miss the times that we shared back when I thought you cared and Ill never understand you use what you can When im with you I’m just with you. Cuz you’ve got this hold on me you daily dose of me I spend my days in you I pay the cost; my mind is lost don’t matter what you do A play for your hearts a reach for the stars-can’t take that fall can’t stand to lose but when I’m with you, I’m just with you. Cuz you’ve got this hold on me you daily dose of me I spend my life in you I’ll pay the cost; my mind is lost. Don’t matter what you do A play for your hearts a reach for the stars- can’t take that fall can’t stand to lose but when I’m with you, I’m just with you. Cuz you make me feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel ay ay ay Make me feel Feel. Feel. You make me feel.

Think I might make it These steps that I’m taking Might eventually make me strong I might finally write songs Think if I smiled I might actually be happy Think that they’ll notice, they see right thru me I’m so alone Here comes the paranoia They all say they care They all say they care I swear they don’t (swear they don’t don’t) Here comes the paranoia There’s hope For every seed that died There’s hope For every tear you cried There’s hope For emptiness inside Happiness a day away- your just stuck on rewind , there’s hope Gotta be hope in this cruel world Theres gotta be hope for these small girls Gotta be hope, gotta be hope. Somewhere out there. mmmm Stay still. Wait for your bruises to heal before you move again. Realize that love and a lover don’t mean a friend Un-bottle your feelings and feel them instead Bottle the rain then learn to drink it. Taking that pain like two shots to the head It’s in Refusing to stay victim Beginning to fight systems Break generational curses Realize your family’s hurting Knowing there’s power in words and you can save yourself. Put a Comma when you ended it , need to pace yourself There’s hope For every seed that died There’s hope For every tear you cry There’s hope For emptiness inside Happiness a day away your just stuck on rewind , there’s hope.