Ya ya, ya ya
Ya ya, ya ya

Eh. I don't wanna be alive
I'm done with the sorrow I'm hollow inside
low key I'm looking for a God right now wouldn't no one want this as their child
Slits on my wrist and I'm broken
These pills got me spinning of focus
I was the life of the party
I was the life of the party I came here alone, and I cried
my Mental it wants to die - my body's sick of this fight
My body it wants to die- my mental sick of this fight

I'm so ashamed of what I've been thru don’t you get close and make me tell you
I've had to live a whole life this whole facade is my pride
I've had to live a whole lie

You knew the real me
And I'm the end
You used the shit against me tell me yeah
You knew the real me
And in the end
You used the shit against me

I don't wanna die because you left me
bitch you knew I was mental and you test me
round of applause where's my support when ya mad
told me to slit my other wrist when I'm sad
and I'm all fucked up cuz I believed in you
fell victim to the words and the shit you do

I can see the bullshit like a visual
I hurt time hurt like a ritual
Girl you Shit on my love I pity the fool
You can love that girl you embarrassing
My best fucking friend and you turned into my enemy
Not even friends you can go on be my enemy

I had a bitch who lied to me she says that she knew loyalty
You lied to me said that you knew loyalty.

You knew the real me
And in the end you used the shit against me tell me yeah
You knew the real me
And in the end you used the shit against me – I don’t wanna die



Remember that love I gave you?
Well put that shit back in the bag.
I was seeing everything but fucking red flags
You was my whole everything but damn forget that
Deaf ears and two-sided lies,
Ma said that I’m gone be fine
You might have killed me – love might have killed me
But I still pray for your soul every night - soul every night

You knew the real me
And in the end, you used the shit against me tell me yeah
You knew the real me
And in the end, you used the shit against me - I don’t wanna die

Got me out of my mind yeah
Sick of wasting my time yeah
Got me out of my mind yeah
Sick of wasting my time yeah
Got me out of my mind yeah
Sick of wasting my time yeah